All I Want For Christmas

Is a nice one.

My Life With Grief, Now

I enjoy your memory. The other day my flat and I cheersed our drinks for you. I laughed and felt giddy...

This is Daisy. She came from a nearby farm. I loved her before I met her and chose her name before Mum found the advert for her.

For many of us, we live in hope because those who have lost someone still can’t comprehend it.

I hope I will forever be grateful, even when inevitably things go wrong; this is my life and I’m in love with it again.

For 2019, I had a different type of bonfire night. It was lovely, wholesome and warm.

But this is my world. Those were the cards I had been dealt. I have been living without my Mum for 14 months now. I have been doing okay.