You aren't your grief. You aren't what happens to you in this life, you are how you deal it. You won't always feel so small.
It makes me feel bad that my family have had to look after me so much. I hate being a burden, boring and a frustration. I hate that they had to wake up in the night to help me with medicines or when I was throwing up.
That's one of the most difficult things about losing my mum, I just want to tell her how difficult life is without her in it.